Me

Depending on the day 

Will determine my fate

Depending on the time

will deterime if i'm alright

 

Toxic or narcissist

I can not decide 

What your doing to me 

drives me to think I am unbalanced

 

One moment i'm fine

One moment i'm left hopeless

 

The vulnerability I feel 

I despise it

 

Needing others is a joke

It's a challenge for me to depend upon you

I know how it will end

The same as the rest do

 

You tell me you love me

You show it sometimes

deep inside is a poisonious spirit 

You draw me in and keep me to stay 

I know i'm not your final destination 

I don't understand why

 

I have always stayed true to me

I have always been honest

Why do I feel that you have something to hide

Never to share never to let me in 

to help with your burden

 

I have the realization that this is my life

This is why I act just fine

But deep down inside 

I am slowly dying knowing that I will never be

what you want

what you need

what you lust for

I will always just be me

 

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