Depending on the day
Will determine my fate
Depending on the time
will deterime if i'm alright
Toxic or narcissist
I can not decide
What your doing to me
drives me to think I am unbalanced
One moment i'm fine
One moment i'm left hopeless
The vulnerability I feel
I despise it
Needing others is a joke
It's a challenge for me to depend upon you
I know how it will end
The same as the rest do
You tell me you love me
You show it sometimes
deep inside is a poisonious spirit
You draw me in and keep me to stay
I know i'm not your final destination
I don't understand why
I have always stayed true to me
I have always been honest
Why do I feel that you have something to hide
Never to share never to let me in
to help with your burden
I have the realization that this is my life
This is why I act just fine
But deep down inside
I am slowly dying knowing that I will never be
what you want
what you need
what you lust for
I will always just be me