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What the fuck
Feeling melancholy
Lost and disoriented
Not sure why I allow you
To do as you do
Will you always stay
You mouth says so much
your eyes reach my soul
my intrusive thoughts show me what I already know
What does honesty mean
I feel nothing
numb
completely alone
I feel complelety let down
who the fuck are these girls
How could you
lie
like it is so easy
Is what you say true
or is my insecurity making me vunerable
fuck that
it is you
not me
what the fuck is wrong with me
I know what I want
I know what I am worthy of
why the fuck do I allow you to treat me this way
why do i look the other way
I'm not blind I see what your doing
I see who you are
why does my love for you allow all these things
is love supposed to be this way
Fuck me and fuck this life
I'm fucking numb
fuck this home
fuck this dream
fuck our family
fuck the life that I thought I deserved
fuck you
Why the fuck do I still care
why the fuck do I allow such deceit
Why the fuck do I still love you
Nice rant! I would like to
Nice rant! I would like to direct you to moonshadow you seem to have a style and theme in common hugss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
Alone Avoidance
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There is love somewhere, the dream. To go it alone is harder. Turn off the heartache like a switch - make your own life. Your own love. Why I write novels. Love it!
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Make happiness.
~S~