Before the fire,
I held tightly to my illusions.
Safety, comfort, support, warmth, acceptance...
I liked my illusions, and I miss them.
Now, after the fire,
I stand accused.
They say "You don't relax, enjoy, attend, nest...any more."
I say "You don't want to face the impermanence of it all..."
They say "You're no fun any more."
I say "You don't have anything real to give to me."
They say "You don't play any more."
"We think we will fire you as our friend."
I say "The hell with you and your stability."
I still smell smoke...