So much time spent pretending, unfeeling
Hit with an onslaught of emotions now foreign to me
Unsure of how to proceed...Saying to much
Un-used to the cat and mouse game, though I used to be a pro
Not wanting to look stupid, or seem easy
Emotional overload
Never had to bite my tongue, there was nothing that couldn't be said
Now hit with feelings of want and love
Wanting to be taking seriously...Saying to much
Scared to give to much to soon
Feeling like a woman with a school girl crush
Emotional overload
Used to being calm, cool, collected
Never giving away anything...Unwilling to lose
Shyness working for me...Hardness giving me protection
Now finding myself rambling...Saying to much
Wanting someone to feel what my heart is saying
Emotional overload
Room spinning, walls closing in
No more pretending that nothing can get in
Hard to keep acting like nothing's getting out
Needing to be wanted, wanting to be loved
Saying to much...Emotional overload