And now what has dried up is the sickness of vitality
Which was muddled in the beauties of discontent.
The careful amalgamation of self-hatred and desire
Birthed vanities of pure truths.
Yet the sobriety of a mind muddled
Brings forth beginnings renewed.
Evolved from cursed experience
And not yet completed anew.
Beget those words snarled in the reflection
Of times poignant to nought but yourself.
In desiring the lesser self
Be content in damning the untold chance
Of a viscous perfection of you.
Curse upon your lies of starry-eyed memories
Of how wonderful it was to be hated by you.
How sick must one be to believe;
How addicted must one be to reminiscence?
What's dried is that which was stolen from you
From he who existed before now.
In what sadistic world should you create a current
Which will suck you back in years to come.
Covet not such a life retro lived,
You junkie of forged truths.
Give invite to the unknown arrived
And take care of all that you've bruised.
Finally
An encounter with a poem. - and a human - slc