What becomes of that lingering pensivity,
That is bottled yet finds no release?
Perhaps the darkest hours of thought
Is no longer merely captivity.
Yet such times bring a shadow to the daylight
And with it, discomfort and frought
Predictions of tidings damning.
Hope and hope with all you know
That there is a morsel of resilience within you.
For those heavy masks of normality
Are whittling away at a sanity thin.
But why must it be within one,
And why is it always so?
Why must this recurrence shred
The fabric of what is below.
I wish no reprieve from the curses of living
For it is a blessing after all, is it not?
I merely hope for the power to not curse myself
In the process of despising the world around mine.
Just Said
Just heard - slc