Why is it still you torture yourself
In those hours alone, distractions absent,
You let roam the wishes of a greater life
Yet hold no meaning to that which already is.
You are a damned collector of achievements;
Hoarding your own, but never having quenched
The pursuit of grace in that which you do not have.
So he sat there wishing with all his might
That he'd soon, one day, surpass this trite
And be saved by an accolade adored.
But as days passed by, he worked by night
To decipher a means to happiness;
Though his brilliance, his mind was a blight.
It's a shame that these long nights were common
For he had not felt self love in too long
And living needs affirmation of life.
And so poison was this ignorant plight
That the man's life and his living took flight;
Come from the bile that rose from his mirror's prose.
And so the foe, lo and behold
Were the woes of the despared;
Scared to lay open to life
Bare and full exposed.
Despair
or worn out from so much acquisition and admiration. Success is defined by the lives you collect, keep, and maintain joyously about you. It is a paradox; most think happiness is self generated. It withers in isolation being a human thing. Thought provoking write - slc