I fear that if I continue down this road,
I will make a fatal mistake.
Not death itself, but the death of who I am.
Who I said I was and
what I said I would do
and where I would go.
Yet it's so easy to give in when
its so close at hand,
when it stares me right in the face.
Giving in, is the easy way to go,
continuing to hold back the desires
I had for so long.
And now is my chance to release it all,
to hold nothing back,
but will I?
I know I have come to this place,
many times before,
am I now at the point of no return?