i went from constant i love you’s
to i'm trying my best to forget you
and you took me here to this place
preoccupied by your visions
consumed by everything, but the right thing
and i keep thinking, wondering, contemplating
about where everything went
and how did it go so fast
and what happen to our long nights
and not so distant laughs
when you used to sneak a peak at me
and i acted like i didn't want you to see
when conversations weren't planned
and your attention was equally mine
so quick i flew from one extreme
poignant poems about you fade
and now i scream songs of hatred
because i can relate to being sick
and tired of being sick and tired
so where did it go so fast
so fast that i can't fully remember
if it's worth my weight and tears
i want to recall, so i can decide
make up my mind if i want to get it back.
Robyn V. Evans
2002