Sometimes I wonder how…
I became so addicted.
It happened so quick,
I still remember my first hit
When I took that deep breathe
And I lingered for a minute,
That first buzz kicked in
And I was hooked.
I never thought that this would be me,
Calculating the next time,
Wondering when I could still away
And just vibe inside of myself
Because of the feelings I put in me.
Damn I can’t believe it happened to me
And no one ever expected it,
Because I was the good girl
And now I’d spend my last dime
To get that feeling again
And now that I’m a pro
I want it more and more
A little is never enough
And too much doesn’t exist.
I wish someone would’ve warned me,
That love would rule me like this.
Robyn V. Evans
10-01-02
© 2002