It started so innocently...
Just 3 small,
small cuts,
placed carefully upon
my left wrist.
And I figured it would
just be that once.
But I was wrong.
That was almost 5 weeks ago,
and I have kept going.
Gone a couple days
without making a mark,
but then I'm back again,
somehow...
Somehow I've gotten a blade
back into my hand,
I have cuts in places that
I would never have thought
I would ever have a cut!
I cut here,
then I cut there.
I don't cut deep,
I stay on the surface,
too scared to go deeper,
and, frankly, I don't need to yet!
Oh what have i done?
Why did I do this?
Now... I don't know how to stop!