I'm missing my baby sister,
and just want to hold her
against my chest.
I want to hug her,
and tell her I love her,
and hear her laugh
at my voice,
once again.
Whenever I would
deepen my voice,
and say her name,
she would crack up,
and laugh so very hard.
It was sooo cute,
and it made me grin
to know that I made
her laugh so hard.
But I don't have my
baby sister with me now,
because Leukemia stole
her away from me.
It's unjust for a
one year old baby
to suffer from a disease
like Leukemia!
She didn't even have
a christmas with me!
It's just not fair!
No one should ever
outlive their baby sister!
She was only one,
and I was five.
She will never
be able to be five.
She will never be able
to live as a teenager.
I won't get to
guide her through
puberty,
or through other
kinds of experiences!
I can't kiss her goodnight,
and I won't get to go
to her wedding!
I miss my baby sister,
and feel this
deep,