I don’t know
why it is
that I’m feeling this way.
My heart feels
like it is
sinking downwards.
Sinking downwards
in my grief,
unable to get back up.
Sinking down,
down,
down,
Down,
down,
down.
Drowning down
into the grief,
unwilling to resurface.
Not struggling
to get out,
but snuggling down.
Settling in,
and letting the pain
overtake me.
Giving myself up,
to sink downwards,
into the deepest pain.