Nothing Sacred

close my eyes

hold on tight

take me back

take me back

i dont want to be here anymore

take me back

take me back

reverse my birth

accelerate my death

take me back

take me back

i dont want to be lonely anymore

...kill me

faster

harder

please

dont stop

deeper

please

help

free me...

why does this always happen

why wont it ever stop

why me

why like this

why over

and over

and over

and over

again

and again

time after time

once and again

same old story

same old song

same old ending

wait

stop

rewind

thats where this differs

different than before

different ending

no party

no true love

no perfect kiss

no soul mates

no storybook ending

the story in this book ends another way

the hero doesnt get the girl

the hero doesnt get the gold

the hero isnt all that heroic

the hero dies in this one

the hero stops breathing

his heart stops beating

his brain stops thinking

think again

its not that easy

not that quick

this story without thought

would hurt much less

burn much less

sting much less

no

never

i feel everything

i process it all

the pain

the heartbreak

the poison

thought poison

painful thinking

painful everything

dying heart

why wont it just die

stop beating

stop where it is

stop hurting

why cant it stop

please

stop

please

no more

fucking please

it hurts

draining life

draining everything

refill

refuel

free refill before nine

happy hour

nothing is happy

nothing is safe

nothing is sacred

no pleasure

no

no

no

no more

nothing remains

nothing is sacred

lullabyes

culling songs

death is victorious

the hero dies in this one

sacred

sacriligious

satanic

catholic

dogmatic rules

pain rules all

all else falls

nothing stands

nothing is sacred

i wait

im the hero

the anti hero

the anti christ

the anti everything

anti choice

anti war

anti love

anti pain

anti pleasure

anti everything

anti

anti

falling

faster

collapsing

burning

burning cross

nothing sacred

nothing sacred

nothing safe

never safe

those arms hurt

thos lips sting

my head hurts

anti pleasure

anti pain

anti social

nothing left

nothing sacred

detatched

burnt out

dead

the hero dies in this one

the anti hero

me

myself

i

no one else

nothing calming

nothing sedating

nothing sacred

shaking

sweating

bleeding

burning

bleeding

dying

its over

nothing more

nothing less

nothing left

nothing sacred

the end is near

the end is here

shallow end

shallow pool

lifeguard not on duty

red

crimson

red

wet

burning

collapsing lungs

collapsing heart

red pool

lifeguard not on duty

lungs filled

shallow end

full capacity

no room left

no space in hell

no hope in space

nothing left

nothing sacred

this is hell

it hurts

it burns

i bleed

i choke

cough

bleed

cough

veins opened

gates opened

doors wide open

eyes shut

eyes tight

closed

pain

cant see

bloodshot

blood filled

burning

bleeding

dying

im no hero

im nothing

no one

never

ever

cold

lonely

nevermore

forevermore

this is eternity

this is hell

nothing safe

nothing sacred

nothing more

nothing less

nothing left

left to die

death to all

no one less

no one more

no one left

nothing comforting

nothing safe

nothing scared

no more

please

please

stop

go

stop

please

help me

hurt me

kiss me

kill me

i am me

i am not me

no i am me

but i hate me

love me?

no

never

nevermore

nothing

no sight

no sound

no pulse

no breath

no sirens

no eulogy

no epitaph

no gravestone

no funeral

no service

self service

self denial

denied life

denied happiness

denied everything

everything

nothing

nothing left

nothing sacred

nothing more

nevermore

forevermore

i am not your hero

i am not your savior

i am not superman

i am not the dark knight

i am dark

i am the darkness

eternal

nothing is safe

nothing is sacred

rape my dead body

still think im the hero?

the hero dies in this one

bloodlet

poisoned

choked

death

self service

pay at the pump

pay at the gates

the decreasing value of my soul

decreasing

falling

nothing more

nothing less

nothing left

nothing sacred

nothing left

especially not me

i am gone

i am nevermore

i am gone

gone

forevermore

i am not left

i have decomposed

i am not left

i am alone

i am cold

i am dead

nothing more

nothing less

nothing sacred

nothing sacred

sacrificed

a sacrificial offering

to nothing

not a thing

nothing left

nothing sacred

nothing left

i was once alive

i was once lost

in death i am found

left here

left alone

in death i am left

in death

no

i am not sacred

not even in death

nothing

never

forever

i am not your hero

i am not your savior

i am nothing but a rotting corpse

not safe

not sound

not peaceful

not sacred

definatly not sacred

nothing is

never will be

i am not your hero

i am not your savior

this story has been told before

but the ending has changed

alternate reel

alternate universe

a universal void

nothing more

nothing less

nothing sacred

i am not your hero

alternate ending

here we are

i am not your hero

i am not your savior

but this is the end

not a grand finale

nothing grand

nothing

not your hero

but i am dead

the

end

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