Anonymous
eyes closed
lid pressed tightly against lid
vision drifting off to foreign images
and films of memories and fatasies
i spread my arms like wings
i pray to some power that they will lift me
but alas, i am not a bird
i can not fly
i can not escape
i can smell the ocean
i can smell her hair
i can smell...
but i can not ever have
walls that build divides
state lines binded to broken hearts
as they, the walls themselves
tear me open, bust my seams
in two hollow pieces
i float off into nothingness
in my head i can see...
but i can never hold onto
it will never be mine
i will never be whole