Anonymous
close my eyes
with half the effort i try to seal out the pain
shut out the anger
block out the anguish
hide my shame within layer after fragile layer
of tattered, over worn, and abused clothing
that carries with it as many stains as my mind
i close my eyes
i leave them shut
its easier that way
easier than facing the demons
the black hearted monsters that lurk inside
scarier than any tale of fantasy could portray
i close my eyes
never open them agian
blindly i let it swallow me alive
I can really relate to this...