Anonymous
i take these words i make to sooth myself
just to break every promise i might have made
ill be fine
im getting better, you know, really better this time
just dont watch my eyes as i bleed trying to breathe
or cry wishing i could die and not have to lie
anmore to anyone or atleast not everyone
it takes too much, yet i have too little
so i cave and crawl into the darkness
of these caverns i call home when ive nowhere else to go
yet its all just in my mind
today was a good day bro, it really made me smile
too bad im more plastic than your sisters barbie doll
and today was only grand if your betting on my fall
shh.. speak soft... no one can know
im the strong one
i cant be weak
i must endure this pain for better days
i promise ill go on
about as truthfully as clinton was when he did not have sexual relations
ill "go on" all right
to the grave... or a home in the sky or atleast the ground
without a sound or a mutter against
the impending smell of death
because in all truth
i welcome it
i embrace it
i take it in and make it mine
my dream, my goals
what do you want to be when you grow up?
a bloody corpse
and for the low price of $9.99 wasted cat lives
you can have such grand ambitions too
step right up
be like me
the anti portrait
of a 21st century teenage burnout piece of carbon based waste
aaron...after being in poetry with you for a while...ive noticed your really good at writing poems...i especially like this one...i love you aaron.
carleigh