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what went wrong in the future.
I'm here right now and you're out there. I wonder what you're doing. I hope it's sleeping, anything that makes you smile brings tears to my eyes. I'm so miserable in my heart, I can't stop it; you make me angry even when I'm smiling. I don't love you like I used to, infact, I really have no taste for you anymore. I feel awful for it, but I halt all feeling other than anger, it makes me feel good (Anger and good?). You made me feel so good. If that makes any sense, but I know you don't get that anymore. The only thing that shreds my inner parts to pieces, and squeezes at my heart; (Thoughts of the past). Is what we w-e-r-e. I feel like you lied to me, and called it being in l-o-v-e. You lied to yourself. The forever act always changes when things get sketchy right? I still don't know what the fuck happened. And I really thought you'd be back. You made me feel so pretty. You shouldn't have done that.
