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i hate everything

intimate with rejection
the faces fading and smashed in the pavement
the tiring, grotesque, and deformed
and all of the signs that you have worn

and i used to think you were kind
and those who still worship you are blind
and i used to think you were mine
and all those who still worship you are blind
worship you
while blind
while blind

the way you tear the paper
denying your only savior
with your anti social behavior
and you've made yourself a failure
and now i want nothing more
than just to watch you crawl

they are weak and they die alone
and all of the tantrums you have thrown
all of the darkness you have shown
while it swallows you whole again
and you said you were my friend
and i used to think you were mine

and i'll destroy everything in sight
and i just want to stop the ride
and i'll destroy everything inside
destroying everything inside

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i just found this in one of my old notebooks (taken from two different drafts), will probally be re-written when i feel inspired other than the one line i added and taking stuff out that was bad.

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Again... P ;) great write!

Again... P ;) great write!


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you are too nice <3

you are too nice <3

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Well I am glad it's an old

Well I am glad it's an old one... I was starting to think you we're referring to me. Lol ;)


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the only thing i've written

the only thing i've written like directly about someone from here was a praising/internet crush thing :p

i'm not the kind of person to talk shit about someone (esp on here) without like... directly saying it to them :p

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You must've posted that one

You must've posted that one when you were still an apple. I don't see it anyway. :)


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i don't think i actually

i don't think i actually posted this one on my old account really. it's kinda hard to remember since a bulk of it was written while off in space fucked up :p

maybe it's for the better not being able to remember lololololol

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Probably.. If you put it that

Probably.. If you put it that way.


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i mean the in the way that i

i mean the in the way that i guess the words speak for themselves rather than trying to put some kind of reference of time frame and situation.

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I hear ya. :P

I hear ya. :P


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it's not THAT old (probally

it's not THAT old (probally like 3 months) but it's about an ex friend i had who i guess i had a huge crush on that for like a month i was letting stay with me and dealing with her drug problem and just her bullshit in general over a year and a half.

you haven't done anything to piss me off :p i wouldn't write anything bad about you since i think you're cool and fucking fantastic

this one isn't that good though i don't think

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Well i am glad it's not me...

Well i am glad it's not me... Phew! ;p


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