(Verse 1)
Lately i've been wondering
Why you're not here today
I sit here and think to myself
What did i do to make you go away
Everyday i look around
But no where can you be found
And as i keep blaming myself
These tears slowly hit the ground
(Chorus)
I still don't know why
You went away
So i blame myself
For you not wanting to stay
I keep hating my self
Even more than the day before
And i just can't seem
To figure out why
You don't want me anymore
(Verse 2)
I would call
But i know you won't
Bother picking up the phone
I know i did something wrong
Because now i'm all alone
You don't even
Want to talk to me
And the reason why you're so mad
Is something i just cannot see
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
I guess my love was the one thing
That seemed blind
Because it seemed like
The only thing you
Just could not find
Maybe if i had done more
To show you that i cared
Maybe for me you'd still be there
(Chorus)
(Verse 4)
I wish i could have done something
To make my love more clear
Maybe if i had
You'd still be here
But i guess it doesn't matter now
As i shed all these tears
No matter what i did
You'd have probly said goodbye
I guess all that matters now
Is that i did try
If only you had known
What you really mean to me
Maybe you wouldn't have
Left so quickly
But i blame myself
For not showing you
How i truly feel
Now my heart is broken
And all this pain
Is much too real
(Chorus)
(Verse 5)
All alone
In these tear i drown
Missing you more and more
Each day that you're not around
Nothing i do will bring you back
That much i know is true
Just know that i'm sorry
That i couldn't be
The one for you
(Chorus)