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The things that i feel for you

Are all mixed up inside

And all the things you said

Are still locked inside my head

I'm not really sure

What i should do

Now that i'm without you

These mixed emotions

Are the only things i feel

Andi just don't know

When my heart will fully heal

I feel anger

I feel pain

I even felt love once again

So now i'll tell you

So that you know

All the things i felt for you

That i didn't show



You know i fell in love with you

But i did my best to not to

Because from the very start

I suspected that you'd break my heart

But i didn't want to believe it

To be true

Because all i wanted was for you

To love me too

But i fell in love anyway

But i kept my mouth shut

And did not say

What i really felt

Until it was too late

But i will tell you now

And tell you true

Why i fell in love with you



You cared about me

When no one else would

You complimented me

And made me feel good

You wanted me around

For a little while anyways

And never seemed to call me bad names

You never used me

AS far as i could see

But i really hope you didn't baby

When you put your arms around me

That made me feel safe

And thats when i knew

That i was in the right place



I felt this way

About you but didn't want you to know

For i feared you wouldn't

Feel the same towards me

And you didn't as you can see

But i tell you now

And tell you true

That i will always

Feel this way towards you



I'm really sorry

But i also hate you

For what you did

That was untrue

I didn't deserve

To get treated this way

But you still stabbed me in the back

And i was betrayed

Everything was fine

And you were mine

But i don't know what happened

Cuz everything started falling apart

And i ended up

With a broken heart

You started to say

That you were too busy to see me

And then you'd never call

That's when i realized something was wrong

Then you cheated on me

And that hurt like hell

Can't you see



When we broke up I asked you why

You just gave me stupid excuses

That made me cry

You say you never wanted a girlfriend

In the first place

So why let this relationship go on for 6 1/2 months

Why not tell me right away

Why hurt me like this

And make it so your

The one thing i'll truly miss



I also feel like i was just a game

That you could play

And when you got done

You threw me away

Like the piece of trash

That you think i am

Because you really

Don't give a damn

You say thats not true

But i don't know what to believe

Or what i should do



Even though you hurt me

Like this i still forgive you

For your mistakes

And i'll do whatever it takes

To make ou see

What you mean to me

But no matter how mad i am at you

Or even if i hate you a little bit

I'll always find it

In my heart to forgive and love you

More than i'd like to usually admit



You've even given me

A lot of pain

That i wish you coulkd

Just take away

Because i didn't deserve

To get treated this way

You took me for granted

Even when i did

A lot of good things for you

And you did nothing in return

To show me how you felt too

I feel as though

I'm not good enough for you

And i don't know why

And i feel as though

You want more from me

No matter how hard i try

Did i do something wrong

To make you act this way

Did i do something that made you

Not want to stay

Whatever happened i think

That it's my fault

Even if it's really not



I've also felt empty

Since you've been gone

And i'm really misrable

Because i'm all alone

I feel like you hate me

For something i didn't do

And i'm so lost

Because i don't have you

I think about you a lot

And that makes me

Feel really sad

I even think about what we

Could have had

I want you in my life

But you don't want me in yours

And i can't figure out why

You don't want me anymore

I had something in my life

That was really good for me

And i was so happy

But now that you're gone

I feel that i don't belong

I really want you

To come back to me

Because i care about you so much you see



Even though you've

made me mad

And though you hurt me really bad

I still do love you

And i will always care about you too

So whatever happens

You will be in my heart

Because you've been there

From the very start