feeling

 

I am feeling a specific feeling, a feeling that i have missed

But i cant put it into context, because i dont know what it is.

This feeling isnt warm, or homely, or kind

but this feeling brings me comfort, because this feeling is mine.

See i dont have much in this world, besides myself and my dog

I dont have any money, i dont even have a job.

and this feeling feels like darkness, depression and anxiety

but in a way it brings me joy, because i know i have that capability.

This feeling i am feeling, makes me sure i still have feelings.

so i welcome this feeling, despite the fact it smells like shit.

 

lol.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is just a little something i wrote. when my mental health makes me feel like shit, i welcome it. because it makes me aware that i still have the capbility to feel things and i am not completely broken. my heart is still there. thats all that matters.