I am feeling a specific feeling, a feeling that i have missed
But i cant put it into context, because i dont know what it is.
This feeling isnt warm, or homely, or kind
but this feeling brings me comfort, because this feeling is mine.
See i dont have much in this world, besides myself and my dog
I dont have any money, i dont even have a job.
and this feeling feels like darkness, depression and anxiety
but in a way it brings me joy, because i know i have that capability.
This feeling i am feeling, makes me sure i still have feelings.
so i welcome this feeling, despite the fact it smells like shit.
lol.