I wish I could say that I grew up in a house with parents with a fairy tale marriage.
I wish I could say that I know exactly how love is supposed to look, how love is supposed to be shown,
But I can't.
I know what destruction looks like.
I learned at an early age how to wear another face, another skin
That prevented the world from seeing how my insides really looked.
I know bitterness.
I know apathy.
I know sadness.
Now, enters you
With your calm eyes
And a voice that seems to never stop singing.
Were you sent to repair this damage?
Are you supposed to help heal parts of me that I can't show anyone?
All I do know is that the way you play with my hair makes me feel like a child,
And the way you run your hand across my arm makes mountains inside of me weep.
You slide your arm around me and I finally feel like I've made it home,
Like I can finally leave my shoes at this door.
Whoa
no words...this is amazing. Amazingly devastating, but still amazing.
*tallsquirrelgirl* she feels in italics and thinks in CAPITALS ~henry james