azure

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WHO

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who are you, tell me

WHO ARE YOU REALLY?



a boy? a man?



i can, understand

if you do not Want to tell me-

yes, i can understand.



but your colour is so comforting

always feel i'm walking down

a path with overgrown flowers

leading home;



and because of this indulgence

i cannot help myself but query

so please, ever do tell me

who are you really?



are you a lifetime

captured in the blink of an eye,

immortalised in a photo album

so you never die?



are you the pinnacle

of a daoist heavenly dream,

it always seemed, kind of

backwards to me

but it makes sense now-

now that i believe.



are you everything that was anything

to those who past before you?



or are you nothing

that could have been something,

to those who come after you?



yet with these questions still i

will stare into your colour

bathe in your primary regalty

but who are you to claim ownership

of the sky?



yes, yes. you do

-YOU DO.



you are the sky of warm summer days

before i ran away

from the light



you are the sky blue, yes

azure sky blue

baby, azure sky blue.



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WHAT

---------

what are you, tell me

WHAT ARE YOU REALLY?



something i'm supposed to

look up to?

something i'm supposed to

forget?



baby azure sky blue

i know i know you.



i wear your presence, and it's as

satisfying as a punishment; make me repent

make me cry out as you taint my back,

with your whip



for you must be bless'ed with the touch

of the idols, to make me

look back.



but i rack my mind, what are you- do you

come to tell me verses

on how the more things change, the harder

it is to stay the same?



are you a prophet?

what are your curses?



are you a warning,

stop sign

of the transcended kind?



are really azure sky blue?



no,

i'm sorry for asking you.



slowly, these piece's of the puzzle

come together. narcissus, yes

we are narcissus, this is what you are



you are the mirror image

that i fell in love with-

you are the baby blue,

azure sky blue

that i once, long ago, knew.



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WHERE

----------

where are you, tell me

WHERE ARE YOU REALLY?



in a box? in a hole?



is it beautiful there

baby azure sky blue?



go on, you can tell me all.



are you sitting on a rock

by the water fall, where the falling water

recites poetry to all

who comes to seek it?



are you under the skin

swimming down a river-way

with the cold sound of

rapids breaking the current



baby azure sky blue

is it there that you do play?



do you dance a tango

with the setting sun?

or dine for two by the light of the moon

with murmur and

a loaded gun?



do you rest at day

and change at night?



do you kill for love?



do you love for spite?



baby azure sky blue

where are you?



for you are not locked

in a box buried

deep in the hole of my heart



and i miss you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

the loss of innocence

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