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My Thoughts on It All
I never meant to lose you. I didn't want to piss you off. I love you still and always will. Maybe it's better this way though. Everyone has been telling me that now I don't have to deal with the pain, yet I have more knowing that we aren't together and won't be again. You said in the beginning that you wouldn't hurt me. I held up knowing that I would be happy in the end. As far as I am concerned, this is the end. I also said there wouldn't be anyone after you. Well that's partially true. I can promise that I won't be with anyone (except you) for the rest of high school. I can't promise for the rest of my life. Right now I am at the point that I don't want to even think about making myself vulnerable to it again. I gave you all I could. Now I don't know where I am going or who I want to be with in any way. I don't want to even talk to anyone. As of today, I know what people mean when they says that life has slapped them in the face. I knew this year would bring a big change to me and you and right before school started I told you that. Well this is the change I suppose. At least I was right about something. I love you Jacob Morton and I always will.
