i used to know the truth
or so i thought
i used to be able to tell you things
that no one else would want to hear
you used to care for me
and i did the same in return
now i dont know what to think
i have people telling me so many different things
and i dont know what to believe
people tell me to give up
but i wont listen
it has been almost a year now
and i dont want to give up
i am still in love and
i dont want to give you up
if you leave me
ill be heart broken for the last time
i wont take it again
if you hurt me more..
ill leave and not look back
im sorry that things have gone to shit
and im sorry that i dont know how
to fix it all
but at least i tried as much as i could
you need to put more thought behind your words
when you say something
mean it
dont just say it to make me happy
tell me the truth
do you love me?
do you want to be with me?
if you want me then why dont you show it?
you showed love when you wanted me back
is there no more time for me now?
whatever.. im going to give up
ive put so much into this relationship that
i lost everything else
do you see that i have almost no friends
the only ones still here for me
are the ones you didnt have a problem with
the others still talk to me on occasion
but they hate you with a vengance
i love you though jake
and i always will no matter what happens
if you dont want me though.. i want you to tell me
if you dont love me.. dont say that you do
tell me the truth