Now I know the feeling of dread
Those losing life speak that of,
The fear that builds as the shears cut the thread
That pulls all to hard on the heart and soul
That feeling of being slashed about with a knife
I gave you all I am and asked only that you be there
Gave you my love with out regret
My time no matter the need or the hurt to me
And all the while thought you gave your share
Now I find my heart taxed unto dept.
Were did I go wrong?
What did I do to hurt you that you now walk away?
To say I need time with out you
Is this something you knew you would do and if so how long
And thou I am on bent knee I cannot beg you to stay,
I understand the broken feeling you state
Is eating your heart and soul
The need to rebuild
Did I care for you, give love enough to late?
Am I the reason in you now is a hole?
I have been naught but happy in my eyes
But to you I am dark and moody each day
Did I not hear you say please? Were my ears deaf
Or am I so blind I could not even see my own lies
I beg of you is there no other way?
The price I pay for loving you
For not hearing you when you're calling
For being blind to your needs
For giving you my time your moments all to few
Is to hurt and feel like my very soul is falling.