Trapped and not
spinning grows faster
heart beats harder
thoughts all thought and then unthought and thought of again
Just show me please
Just show me where to start
I have no idea where to go
whats down each road?
Can't I please just run home?
Why won't you let me
Why do you make me try
Why I am I the "you" who does this to me
Good bye little girl
You can't be one anymore
You never where
and now you want to be
It's too late
Rambles and fragments
This is everything I want to scream
That echo's in my head
The life that was
Now has to be dead
and don't ever forget
You were once me too
all of you were
back when I was new
I don't feel he can save me anymore
He just thinks I'm a whore
Who he's in debt to
For being there always
Well guess what
You don't owe me anything
I owe me one hell of an explanation though
I let it all go
Everything I wanted for me
I never even knew
I still don't know
Where can I go?
I can't hide behind false intelligence
I fell, humbled
Like maybe I'm not that great
Maybe everybody doesn't love me
That was never me that thought that anyways
I want to be rocked and held
Told it will all be ok
Stuck in one moment
where everything is good
let me back in that moment
this is really strong. I think that it speaks true to the soul of every teenage girl
i like this one jak. i know how you feel