that moment (unorganized thought)

Trapped and not

spinning grows faster

heart beats harder

thoughts all thought and then unthought and thought of again



Just show me please

Just show me where to start

I have no idea where to go

whats down each road?



Can't I please just run home?

Why won't you let me

Why do you make me try

Why I am I the "you" who does this to me



Good bye little girl

You can't be one anymore

You never where

and now you want to be

It's too late



Rambles and fragments

This is everything I want to scream

That echo's in my head

The life that was

Now has to be dead



and don't ever forget

You were once me too

all of you were

back when I was new



I don't feel he can save me anymore

He just thinks I'm a whore

Who he's in debt to

For being there always

Well guess what



You don't owe me anything



I owe me one hell of an explanation though

I let it all go

Everything I wanted for me

I never even knew

I still don't know

Where can I go?



I can't hide behind false intelligence

I fell, humbled

Like maybe I'm not that great

Maybe everybody doesn't love me



That was never me that thought that anyways



I want to be rocked and held

Told it will all be ok

Stuck in one moment

where everything is good



let me back in that moment

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angelykdemon's picture

this is really strong. I think that it speaks true to the soul of every teenage girl

justin's picture

i like this one jak. i know how you feel