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Dear Jeff,



How have you been? I haven't heard from you in a while.

I miss talking to you. I miss seeing you smile.



It's not the same with you not around.

Things are pretty much the same here.

Same old people. Same old Town.



I think of you everyday. Wonder what you do.

I don't really talk to your family anymore, I know they were once mine too.

I see your brothers everyday. It's just hard. They remind me so much of you.



I'm sorry if since you've been gone, I let you down.

I really haven't known what to do. It's so different with out you around.



But not a day goes by, that your not on my mind or in my heart.

So much has happened since you left, I don't even know where to start.



After you first left, I felt like there was no reason to stay.

But when I looked at our mom's, our families, and our friends I knew I couldn't hurt them that way.



Lindi and Ray had a baby, well, Lindi does.

There's not much to say about Ray.

Maria and JR broke up, Maria's now married to some one else.

I tried being there for JR, but I told him, if I've learned anything from loosing you, sometimes in life we have to be there for ourselves.



I don't see BJ anymore, it's really not the same there now.

It's weird how much I still care about these people, but can't see them anymore, with out you, I guess I really don't know how.



I've had one boyfriend since you. He was alright.

But you know Kyle, he's not really serious about anything.

But that too is alright.



I'm sorry I took down all your pictures, I just felt it was time. As much as I want to go back, I can't, life goes on,

so I had to go on with mine.



I don't want you to think I'm trying forget you. I never could

Since you've left people have tried to tell me I never loved you. I hope you know I did, and still do. I always will, but the kind of love we had, it was too good.



When you left, I felt like I woke up from a dream.

I started to see life very different. I've seen things I never thought I'd see.



But I also learned alot, about life and about death.

I'll never take a single thing for granted.

I know now, everything can change with each and every breath.



I just thought I'd tell you I love you, though I'm sure you still know. Just wanted to tell you I miss you, and I'm ok now.



I've learned to handle life on my own. I'll always love you,

Though I have moved on. I just want you to know, I'm ready now.

I know you'd want me to be happy, I can truely say I am. And don't worry, I'll see you in about 70 years, and we'll be togther again.



Until that day, I hope you still look out for me, I like I know you do now.

And I'll still think about you every day, and try to make you proud.



So now you know I'm ready, my life has moved on.

I just wanted to tell you thank you, I love you, and no this is not good-bye. You know I well as I do, we see each other every day, I just thought I'd drop you a line.



Love always,



Jacqui