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It's been five years and my life's still hectic,

Not much has changed- I only have more questions.

And you given less answers- Now my heart's turned cold,

My thoughts have become cluttered and at some point I sold my soul.

The Devil got a bargain when he approached me and I took his price,

I gave him my soul and he gave me depression- I've lost one thing..twice.

When my twin was unborn but I was allowed through- The first step in this lifelong fight,

Emptiness from you and depression from him- I know that something's not right.

You took my life and when I got it back- He was there to reclaim the rights,

Guardian Angels and Guardian Demons- Both seem so clearly in sight.

But this life fears that I might- One day become stronger from all this,

So it keeps sending shots to try and keep me down- But so far they've all missed.

But my pain has been all bliss- Because I'm used to feeling this way,

The tears still stroll and the thoughts still form- And the emptiness won't go away.

I miss the person I've never met- I love the soul I've never known,

I need the heart that's never been opened- I need that kid that's never grown.

I need some closure so that I can love- I need some answers so I can know,

I want my soul back so I can live- And I want some emotions that I can show.

Hear my prayers lord and feel my pain,

Show me you care by stopping the rain.

You see, I'm not asking you to love me- Im just asking you to listen,

And Im not asking you for the world, God...

Im just asking you for whats missing.