I got shit on my brain- I'm trying to escape these rooms,
I've been cursed since the day that I exited the womb
I can feel it in the air- The death still looms,
Condemned to a life that is destined for doom.
Im praying to the sky- Because I don't have much left
Saying either let me fly- Or just give me death
I don't ask why- Because In Peace we Rest
It's pointless to try- Because this world is a mess.
The Angels await me- As they watch over my head,
It's hard to fight the feeling- When you feel the world wants you dead.
Im five steps from heaven- And only two steps from hell,
So much of me has been given- My soul must I sell?
How many stories must I tell- Of the everyday struggles,
Trying to be heard- But being quieted by the Devils muzzle.
It hurts deep inside- But I've realized the truth,
I'm only 18 years old- But I've been troubled since youth.
Walking through flames- And over the hot coals,
Troubles inside my brain- The pain takes it's toll.
Destined for death- But sentenced to Life,
Haunted by the Devil- While the Angels show the light.
I'm praying for my wings- So that I can fly away,
But even if I don't fly- I'm gonna die anyway.
Michael C. Lucas