A run down shack is where my heart lives,
The "inner city" of my mind- With nothing left to give.
Stuck with "What if's?"- And my own thoughts bother me,
Living in my own world- Dealing with emotional poverty.
I've been stripped down to nothing- Bare backed and lost,
I took a chance and risked it all- Losing comes at a cost.
I'm searching for a way out- Trying to get back on my feet,
But all the potential "employers" see the tracks and give up on me.
I get so lonely- When I lock myself away,
I'm in solitary confinement- I can't even see the light of day.
Burned out street lights so all I see is the dark,
I peak out of the window as the pain engulfs my heart.
Is this how it's going to be- Or will I one day know wealth,
I continuously ask these question- 'Cuz this all I've ever felt.
It seems the sun doesn't even shine in this place where I reside,
My home is on the back roads- From which most try to hide.
No one's willing to risk it- So they choose not to bother me,
For the fear of being sucked into my emotional poeverty.
Michael C. Lucas