I feel so alone- I have no idea why,
What am I doing wrong?- Why do I always cry?
Why do people always lie?- Pretending like they care,
But when it comes down to it- They are never there.
It seems to unfair- Why is this happening to me?
Why can't I just happily be- I just want to live.
That's all that I ask- But it seems that's just an impossibe task.
Too big of an obstacle to pass- Viewing my life through and hour glass.
As the sand falls- I try to stand tall,
Above all of the hard times- The harsh emotional crimes.
Walking blind- Roaming around my own mind.
Trying to find- Myself.
Screaming for help- But nothing comes out,
There's no one around- So at times I feel self doubt.
Am I worthy of friendship- Do I deserve to be loved,
The questions keep comming- The answers I can't think of.
Everyone leaves- Or only wants material things,
I can not give that- I don't want to be on that team.
So I continue to walk alone- Living with a heart of stone,
There's no one around to help me- On this journey to find my way home.
Michael C. Lucas