I can not fail-I don’t have choice,
I grew up with nothing-Not even a fuccin voice.
But I’m gone make it to the top-With my words as a hoist.
I only have one option-And failure is not a choice.
I have to do it this time-Make it big with my rhymes,
Why do you keep asking me-No I’m not fine.
You damn right I’m angry-I’m tired of being kind.
You say you don’t see it-What are you fuccin blind.
You say I have a talent for turning words into rhymes,
That’s my key to success-You can do it this time.
Well that talent doesn’t come with the option of rewind.
To un-do all the shit that I have done to my mind.
But I’ve turned shit around and focused my attention,
And it all came at the hand someone else’s intervention.
A person so close but the name I won’t mention,
But I promise if I make it I will thank you with pension.
I’m a bitter ass person in case you didn’t notice,
But wait-slow down-it’s time for me to focus,
You been hearing this poem and bobbin ya head to it,
One slip up of my pen and there it goes-I blew it.
My big chance is now nothing- I had to go ruin it,
This might not be the best way-But I’m not gone stop doing it.
This is all that I’ve got- I have to pursue it,
And I promise if I catch it I’m not gonna lose it.
I just sit down and write and lose myself in the music,
This is the only way- I have no choice but to do it.
I will not give up-I am destined for fame,
Destined to have a million people screaming my name,
Destined to make it through all of this rain,
Destined to prove that Life is a game.
And where you move your pieces-Determines your position,
Feels these fuccin words-Now try to envision,
Man against fate in a head on collision,
My gift is my curse-and my way to a better living.
Michael C. Lucas