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Depression
It can creep in slowly or hit you with a bang,
However it happens it’s all in one the same.
Feelings of hopelessness and despair may appear in side your head,
You start to feel regret and you wish that you were dead.
No point into your actions and no emotion into your words,
Doesn’t really matter to you because it feels like your never being heard.
No cares or no worries but yet you worry so much,
You pray someone will help you but no one offers their Love.
So you ball up and die- you die inside of your mind,
Your soul loses its motive, you emotionally shrivel with time.
Your eyes lose their glow and become engulfed with guilt and shame,
Your heart ceases to beat to you, and your words express your blame.
Your shoulders carry the burden of disinterest and confusion,
You paint a picture inside your mind in which you fill with your own illusions.
Your pray for an answer and you ask for a reason,
You live your life day to day as the cycle just keeps repeating.
Your stuck in a moment in which your Life keeps torturing you,
No idea of how it happened and no idea of what to do.
So everynight you cry and you wish you weren’t here,
Death isn’t the only thought, you just want to disappear.
Disappear to your feelings and get away from your own thoughts,
Of all the fights you’ve ever been in, this is the hardest battle you’ve ever fought.
The hardest hit you will ever feel will be the one that ends everything,
It will leave you with nothing and kill all hope and show how much pain it brings.
And no matter how hard you continue to fight it always seems you’re regressing,
And you hate to think about the fact that you’re depressed ‘cuz it’s just too damn
depressing.
Michael C. Lucas
