All I know is how I feel about you and all I know
is that I do not want to be alone and I know I have
good friends and family but I want to be with the one
I Love and I am begining to think that it is never
going to happen for me and I wanted to believe in dreams
and happily ever after but I am happy but just alone
have you ever wanted to be with someone so bad that it
hurts and you feel like you are going to die but the other
person does not want the same thing and I do not know
if it is ever going to happen and I love him so and if I
can"t have him I am just going to be alone keep busy like
I have said before sometimes I think God is trying to tell me
something tooday is a hard day too would have being 30 years
of being married but now I am alone.