Why do I want to go and do things and then when it
is time my health does not let me why do I feel sad
and blue and I feel like I can not keep up with everything
I just want to go away and some where peaceful calm
and quiet and why does love have to be so complicated
and why do I feel this way and why do I feel like I
do not belong any where or that I am never going to have
that love love me back,