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Broken hearts and lost hopes..

A inner childs dream is forever gone..

The grieving she must now do is wrong..

Why must she go thru anymore pain?

So many feelings and thoughts race thru her now..

A race inside she feels will never be won..

The hopes and dreams this inner child held on to thru all these years..

Though knowing deep inside they never were true and were always a lie..

To only set herself up all these years..

To feel just like a china doll falling from a high shelf..

Her head is spinning with so much confussion..

Please she ask..

Can someone stop this marry-go round?

Feeling alone like a stranger walking into a room of people she has never meet before..

This is forign to her..

wanting to just scream and yell..

HE IS DEAD TO ME NOW!!!!!!

Frightend like that child that hides in the corner to try and stay safe..

Frustration fills her up inside..

For she is unsure how to cope with this..

So many fears and feelings going thru her now day after day.. The inner child says what she has hoped and wished for all these years is dead now..

All that is left is a man that is an alcoholic and an abuser..

This man is not her father she says..

So much guilt and shame felt in this..

This inner child must learn to let this go..

She needs to let the feelings come and the tears fall..

Though the fear of this she still holds..