I look into the future at what i thought would be there before the changes started that did today.
things that will help me to better take care of me..
yet feeling its selfish to have to be this way..
look at the stars and knowing there has to be a better future for me..
not just one that i have to tip toe around to try to make it thru..
instead to be able to live the life i am meant to live..
what ever life that may be..
so many changes happeing in the stars tonight..
wondering which ones would be best..
how do you know what star to take first..
which one to put your hopes into..
turning to walk away for now..
till i can figure out what the right thing is to do..