When will it stop??
How can I make it stop??
So much anger..
So much confusion..
So much pain..
SO much pressure..
So much anxiety..
How am I surpossed to survive it all??
How am I surpossed to make sense of it all??
I feel like a bomb about to go off.
Just one more button to be pushed and BOOM off I will go.
wanting to just stuff everything down inside..
Just as I have always had to do..
So that I could make suer everyone and everything else was okay..
Not in need of anything..
Wanting to just run this time.
Wanting to screm out someone please HELP ME!!!!
Though knowing no one would probley care..
Or even answer..
Not sure anymore if it would even matter if they did..
For I feel like I am just dieing inside..
Thinking maybe that would be best.