Your soul is nothing but a vessel
a vessel that may only retain and conceal the bubbling red fuel of rage
the tidal wave of shame
the isolated blizzard of sadness
and the punctured heart that gushes the pain of lost love or lack of it
your vessel is a dam in which your most intimate secrets are kept within
your heart longs to satisfy the urge to release the floodgates and allow the waters to flow through the network of rivers, but you are unaware of the repercussions of this irrigation
still you divert energy towards keeping, holding, and preventing this from occurring that soon builds into knee-bending pressure
pressure that places you in a box with every angle inclosing you in claustrophobic darkness
with that, every where you turn
the top
the bottom
the front
the back
THE LEFT
THE RIGHT begins closing inward
you hold out your arms, place your out-stretched palms on each side attempting to hinder the progress of the compacting walls, but your elbows weaken
the impending sides overpowers your feeble body, the walls continue to close in, crushing your balled-up frame until...
you see your reflection in the mirror
you gaze into the depth of your eyes
wondering if its best if you would just die because your worthless, miserable
you cry your tears of blue, bellow your wails of yellow, and spill your blood of crimson, only to live amongst the world of the colorblind, and expected to keep up the pace in the chain-gang while you lie in your own puddle of suffering
you choose not to go outdoors for the fear that someone just might see your hole, so you imprison yourself indoors
forever indoors
forever inner torment
wow this is more then amazing it sounds like me at first and almost till the end this is well done and worded wonderfuly thanks for read its kinda like looking thro someone else's eyes and seeing me, alone and scared you have a way with words i hope you intent to use it much love ashley
Much Love
Ashley