your words are like knives
and
right now i'm lying in a puddle of
my
own
blood
i am hoping i can survive
even though i know i can't
survive
without you
it's kind of funny
that
i can't live without the person
who is killing me (inside)
it's kind of sad
that right now i am longing for your
dangerous voice and words
then again it's not
it shows that i love you
and
that i would even die for you
now i'm dead
i've leaped to my death
i said i was sorry
you said you were too
i've proved to myself and everyone else that
i'd
die.
(for you)
Ever thought about the fact that I give a damn. I was talking about you and your marriage ideas after you two broke up. So get your facts straight again. You have put all this on yourself, not I. So you can quit with your "woe is me" stories. Before I go, I'm sorry for making your scared and all. I didn't meen to make you studder.
"don't get pissed off at me because I'm not talking to you. Don't get pissed off because I'm not talking to you."
To Mitchel:
Ever thought about the fact that this was WHILE we were going out? Honestly.
'I Miss You' can mean a lot of things. In this case, it meant that I hadn't seen her in...what, four days? And I missed her...because missing someone is a human emotion. And to deny me the right to miss someone, especially while we're in a relationship, is hilarious.
Next time, you should really think about what you say before you start lashing out of me, Mitchel. And if you decide to do it anyways, don't get pissed off at me because I'm not talking to you. Don't get pissed off because I'm not talking to you. I'm sick of everyone taking everything out on me. I hate being a target. Because now I'm stuck with problems up to the ceiling, and no one to confide in. Tylonol only lasts for so long, man.
(to tylers resonse) once again the marriage idea. after breaking up and still holding on to that idea. this makes me think.
to u stephanie
nice poem. i understand your compassion for tyler. u gave him everyhting u possibly could and he returned to u a wish of your death. -sarcastically- Sounds like the perfect relationship to me.
I miss you already. Maybe that's why they don't recommend falling this far into a person at such young an age. No car; and marriage isn't even in the question yet. But I'll wait for when it is.
I'm sorry for hurting you. And obviously, I've hurt you to make you write this about me/yourself. Let's never let it happen again, shall we?