dead

your words are like knives

and

right now i'm lying in a puddle of

my

own

blood

i am hoping i can survive

even though i know i can't

survive

without you



it's kind of funny

that

i can't live without the person

who is killing me (inside)



it's kind of sad

that right now i am longing for your

dangerous voice and words

then again it's not

it shows that i love you

and

that i would even die for you





now i'm dead

i've leaped to my death

i said i was sorry

you said you were too



i've proved to myself and everyone else that

i'd

die.

(for you)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written 4/11/03

View tater_tot's Full Portfolio
tags:
MM's picture

Ever thought about the fact that I give a damn. I was talking about you and your marriage ideas after you two broke up. So get your facts straight again. You have put all this on yourself, not I. So you can quit with your "woe is me" stories. Before I go, I'm sorry for making your scared and all. I didn't meen to make you studder.
"don't get pissed off at me because I'm not talking to you. Don't get pissed off because I'm not talking to you."

Tyler R's picture

To Mitchel:
Ever thought about the fact that this was WHILE we were going out? Honestly.
'I Miss You' can mean a lot of things. In this case, it meant that I hadn't seen her in...what, four days? And I missed her...because missing someone is a human emotion. And to deny me the right to miss someone, especially while we're in a relationship, is hilarious.
Next time, you should really think about what you say before you start lashing out of me, Mitchel. And if you decide to do it anyways, don't get pissed off at me because I'm not talking to you. Don't get pissed off because I'm not talking to you. I'm sick of everyone taking everything out on me. I hate being a target. Because now I'm stuck with problems up to the ceiling, and no one to confide in. Tylonol only lasts for so long, man.

Mitchel Barnes's picture

(to tylers resonse) once again the marriage idea. after breaking up and still holding on to that idea. this makes me think.

to u stephanie
nice poem. i understand your compassion for tyler. u gave him everyhting u possibly could and he returned to u a wish of your death. -sarcastically- Sounds like the perfect relationship to me.

Tyler Rodrigue's picture

I miss you already. Maybe that's why they don't recommend falling this far into a person at such young an age. No car; and marriage isn't even in the question yet. But I'll wait for when it is.
I'm sorry for hurting you. And obviously, I've hurt you to make you write this about me/yourself. Let's never let it happen again, shall we?