an afterthought
i wish i'd told you
to speak the truth
right up until that moment
you'd slap my face
because you can't take it anymore
an afterthought
and what could have been
if i'd only followed?
what could've been?
so stop in your tracks
and call me back
stop playing
life's not a game
and you're not winning
an afterthought
how your life could've changed
but now it's too late
because you're caught up
in something bigger than us
you're smeared all over the walls
an afterthought
from broken bones
to broken homes
the cycles of society
because the perceivers don't speak
and what would they say?
how would they cry out?
so stop that thought
and call truth back
an afterthought
of lives that pass
and lives that die because of me
that pain's so far
from my mind until i stop
and realize i killed you
an afterthought
you're destroyed by my selfishness
so slap my face
not because i speak cold truth
but because i speak warm lies
not because my love
causes you pain
but because my hate
caused you to die