"Will I lie to myself to be happy?" -Leonard Shelby
You sit in front of me.
I see you.
The light reflects off of you.
A single glare.
When will you be gone?
Why do you hurt me so?
Why do I let you?
I opened myself to you,
And you opened me.
I let you in,
And you hurt me so.
The cuts were deep.
I bled for you.
I ask again for it,
But won't.
You don't help.
You only cause pain.
You make me cry.
I grew up not knowing you.
Now that i do you won't leave.
I know more because of you.
I would be happier now knowing.
Forgetting one such as you is hard,
Even when all signs are gone.
A memory of times wishing to be forgotten.
So easy.
All prepared.
What keeps me from it?
What stops me?
What will I lose if I do?
What is there to lose?
Old friend I listen.