I see a sea of epiphanies slightly out of reach
Through fallen trees and broken dreams a hazy trail comes to the scene
Babbling brooks are baffled by blight
While bravery is confused with bellicose might
I make a trek onward through the this unknown path
Trying to find The Way with this fickle little map
Open spaces and dead end roads
Circular trails that spiral as they goad
Laughing in my face like the Jackal with the jesters head
An abomination of nature or a memory misread
Two times the angst and my will is hard to prove
The more I try and get there the less i seem to move
The quicksand in my mind has got me by the soul
Bleeding me of everything but panic, hate and woe
Sit back and take a rest
I let my mind recede
The mental pain has almost left
Because I wont let it breed
The trees are standing up now
The haze has almost gone
I've stopped trying to make it happen
And now I'm almost done
I gave up my desire now
Selfishness and lust
Separated my mind from my body
And I'll watch it return to dust
I'm coming to the sea now and just upon arrival
I realize that getting here wasn't just survival
The thoughts inside the sea are the thoughts inside my head
But the only way to get to them was to give up what I had.