My days are long
My nights are fleeting
Wish you could only see
What you do leaves me weeping
Confusion rules
And muddles my brain
I don't know how much more
I can take with control in reign.
Must my eyes be opened?
Must my heart be made to see?
What we tried so hard to work for
Is simply not meant to be.
No-one is ever listening
My cries always unheard
You just look at me
As if I am being absurd
I want to yell, scream and shout
When all I know is to
Sulk and pout.
I just want to be heard
But it seems I don't have a voice
Yes I am confused
But I don't have much choice.
Wish it was a little easier
But I guess it's meant to be hard
How can I get away from feeling so scarred?
I have been so very wrong
And I hate to cause you grief
But I guess we really are not suited
That is now my belief.
Please don't hate me
Don't let me make you sad
Our years together
Have not been all that bad.
You did the best you could
For someone never very grateful
And I am so sorry
If to you I seem to be hateful.
I look at you now
And it gives me pain
To see what I have done
But it isnt yours, it is my own shame.
I wish with all my heart
That I could have been truer to what you need,
But the fact is that
From the depths of my being;
I bleed.
I want to erase all the hurt from your eyes
But what's done, is done
And I havent anymore tries.
So, darlin' I will love you always
And hold you in a special place in my heart
But I cannot go on this way
Therefore we must be apart.