my loneliness feels more like a language of together
split into letters only I have ever known
my loveliness is a cage I have decorated
made sure the lock can’t rust
my loneliness exists in parallel
to enough people around they could press all the piano keys
and my ears would still be left empty
I have always interpreted together as a kind of attack & retreat
send the voice girl forward to host them
& let the rest of me retreat as far as it will go
maybe together should invite them both to blend
some kind of coffee date where I can tell all my stories
the ego the quiet the slightly ridiculous
together can fill me up bigger than a hot air balloon
& gift me with just as wide a view