as I get older
I agree more and more with the sentiment that
love is a choice
love is time and effort
more years make us professional forgetters
believe me I will not be able to tell you
what you bought me last christmas
that just means
it is even more of a surprise
when you do the same thing again
lift me from the inside like it’s the first time
you make me want to
do stupid things
dance at midnight
make animal noises out loud
and not always turn the lights on
you make me want to
quit the game of the world,
stay cozy for a year or two or seven
sometimes give up my dignity
(for a few seconds)
to make you laugh like that
and then later
taste a piece of your dignity on my tongue
drawing a second dawn out of you
you with your poems spilling all my favorite words
you make me want to
sprint to the store every sunday morning
and make you a forever
you are the best kind of habit
I’ve been waiting all my life
to waste my time with you