if you wanted something special
I could pull a few strings
give you the gold dust from the stars
I have losses I could make into magic for you
if you like these colors I can spin them into tapestries
we will always have
things to remember
I will name you things there aren’t names for
I hang on
moments that almost were moments
love that is love plus something
and yes there are worlds in our eyes
but we will find them
what if we never find them
I think I found the perfect words
and then I lose them again
like I am hoping not to lose you
my peace is drawn from something
deeper than you
it happened
you pulled me with your fingertips
we take each other back to
moments and basements
shatters and forgiving
you are pieces of my past sewn together
my future melted into a yesterday
it hopes I can make it to white dresses without
looking at the wrong horizon
I am following the fire with a little bit of smoke,
a little bit of chaos