you can tell a lot about a person
by how they choose to die.
I have taught myself everything I know.
windowpanes,
steering wheels,
love knots.
things that will leave less mess and more empty.
it is what I do when the curve hits
almost go off the edge screaming.
if I fill myself up with it
that empty
will I get heavier or lighter?
sometimes nothing feels like a weight I can’t carry
laced with truths I don’t recognize
because they hide in all the dark corners.
my head is a game of hide and seek
and I trip over the upturned furniture
when I least expect it.
each minute is a sugar kiss
until I breathe and it tastes like salt.
but there are a lot of places
I haven’t found yet-
soil to fill the holes,
soul to fill the spaces.
places I will scratch into my skin
until they are so much a part of me
you can almost forget they are there.
people I will wrap myself in,
soft whispers in chocolate,
jagged edges in seawater,
dynamite in cages,
so I can’t let go.
you can tell a lot about a person
by how they choose to live.
I Am Sooooo Honored
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The trick is to pull back from the edge in the nick...to seek soil for holes and not fear dangerous cages. A liot of what I am is inside these perceptive lines. Thank you for the thoughts in time and and for fearlessly tripping the edge.
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With warmth and appreciation.
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Stella
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Thank you for putting your
Thank you for putting your words into the world :)
*tallsquirrelgirl* she feels in italics and thinks in CAPITALS ~henry james